"Who is more foolish, the fool or the one who followed him?"
I hate when people say they will be there but they are not. I hate trying to sleep like nothing is bothering me. I hate trying to make myself feel better so I can sleep. I hate how I can’t stay asleep. I’m just so tired of the same nights over and over, trying to tell myself to get over it somehow. I’m tired of doing the same things just so I can go through my days and nights. I’m tired
don’t let tumblr make you believe that
-smoking is cool
-being a narcissistic bitch is acceptable
-trusting nobody is healthy
-starving yourself will make you beautiful
-hating everybody is okay
I am just a person trying to live my life, but when I do, it does not end well. I really try to be a good person. I really do, but somehow I always end up in a stupid situation. WHY?! WHY DO BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE?! I never mean to harm ANYONE. I always try to help people as much as I can. I always try to understand everyone, never judge; but at the end, I always do something wrong. I never intentionally do it, but it somehow happens. I do something wrong, it’s my fault. This leads onto me I hating everything. Everything I do goes to waste and comes back and bites me in the ass like I am the worst person ever. My family possibly right now hates me. I do not know, we’ll see. Anyways, I am just tired of going through SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH THE SAME STORY-LINE.
BEGINNING: I try to be the best person I could be.
MIDDLE: I help someone.
END: Something bad happens, it’s my fault. Everyone hates me. I try to fix things & I go on with my life trying to adjust to another problem.